Oddity.

haters all around
trying to hinder my growth
but i know better

My blog has exploded with emotion and spiritual growth. What was starting to be an inconvenience has actually turned out to be a blessing as Felix the Great had predicted from the beginning. It's a shame that there are those out there who are really trying to hinder this sensation that I have been experiencing -- trying to bring me back to the solitude I started to get away from. What's even more heart breaking is that it is someone I know.

We all know that the internet is a forum for open communication -- much of it anonymous. This very blog for example, while people I know are the primary demographic, it can be read (and consequently commented on) by anyone with an internet connection. I checked my email today -- something that on a regular day might be done over fifty times -- and there was an automated message from the blogger service bringing to my attention to a new comment that had been posted. I thought, wow, someone is commenting on my recent posts.

When I ever read the contents of the email, my jaw fell.

Someone anonymously posted a comment to a blog that is over six months old. A blog that is exactly the antithesis to everything that I am currently going thru. A blog filled with nothing but jealousy and self-doubt. (blog)

If you only knew what really happened.. Only them two would known and those they shared with.. The world will never know!

I have my suspicions of who could have posted the comment. I won't speculate here as I am not completely sure. What I am sure of however is that if this person knew me like I thought they did -- if this person was appreciative of anything that I have shared with them, any help I've given them -- they would have nothing but a feeling of warmth and support for my personal growth. Contrary, there is nothing but a negative vibe, ill-will and a strong desire to take me out of my current ascension into a better life than what I was living.

I will not falter -- I am going to better myself. This blog entry will be the only response to that comment.

My last reading with Eleggua warned me about people I considered to be friends; people who have disappeared from my life that I still hold on to. He told me that I should beware because these people I call friends are not good for me because they aren't really friends, but rather people in my life who keep me back -- people who hold me down and cause me to remain in la sombra de mi vida.

I know who I can count on, and as horrible as it is to say, I have not been treating that person the way that he deserves to be treated.

"He who finds a faithful friend, finds a treasure."