timing perfected
a dominican sends us
something peculiar
OK, so help me thru this, I'm struggling. I arrived in New York on Thursday, 8 Junio. That evening I went to The Little School House with Principio, and we ran into My Size Dominican and The King of Spain. Our rendezvous was complete coincidence. After the club, My Size Dominican and Principio exchange numbers and talk all week long. I was slated to depart the city on Wednesday evening, however we all know I didn't actually leave until Thursday evening. Here's where it gets strange.
While I was being a jealous bitch the entire week and had strongly vocalised my feelings regarding the potential My Size Dominican/Principio interaction (MSD/Pi), I received a message on that horrible website. That message came in on the Tuesday of the week I left. It was from an as yet identified Dominican. After I had flipped balls hearing about MSD/Pi, this next part comes as a completely strange event that leads me to read into it.
Yesterday I received two more messages from the same Dominican, but this time he gives me his email address and tells me to check out his mySpace page. Up until that point I really had no indication of who I was actually talking to online. Bear in mind that we exchanged about three messages in total, so it's not that big of an issue, but it put me in a strange position. I look at the email address and something in my head clicked. It was this firing of neural synapses that caused me to rush to mySpace to confirm or deny my initial thoughts. Upon arrival, my suspicions were confirmed -- it is My Size Dominican's Ex, The Dominican M.
What are the chances that My Size Dominican's conversations with Principio, could lead to me potentially talking to The Dominican M? I now found myself in a quandary. I was in the same position as the other two. What do I do? I did the only thing possible, I took the road that the other two did not. I wrote back to The Dominican M that while I'm sure he has good intentions, unfortunately due to the way our social circles overlap I did not think it was a good idea to pursue anything further. I wished him well, and said peace out.
I find this troubling. Not that I didn't give him a chance, he had been my nemesis for some time, so it was only natural, but that I was in the same situation as they were not but two weeks before. Granted they are broken up, and I no longer feel threatened by The Dominican M, the fact still remains that these relationships are not good karma. Before I knew who it was, there could have been some kind of conversation, however now that I am aware, I feel that if I were to continue any further, I would indeed become one of the things I loathe -- a hypocrite.
I have not received a response from The Dominican M, nor do I know if my message has been read. How do I find myself -- no -- How do these situations find their way to my door? Only shells know what's in store, and fortunately for me, I don't have anyone to tell me what they are saying.
Now that's what I call a sticky situation...
sábado, junio 24, 2006
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there are no coincidences. only 3somes.
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