A Story of a Monster...

you insist on it
yet i am an open book
more hypocrisy?

So there's this kid I know. He's always talking about "bochinche this; faggot that", and about how he can't stand how homos all know each other. Well guess what, he is exactly that which he hates. From the get I've been honest with him because that's what I do, I tell people how things are -- or atleast how I perceive things to be, and he has been progressively lying and fishing for information to use at a later date.

(All names have been changed to protect the homos...)
Let's call this person Loch. Now Loch caused a bit of drama at the beginning of our relationship, but because I wanted to give him the benefit of the doubt and not prejudge him I let it slide and took his word for things. My mistake? Maybe, but you learn from your mistakes. Come to find out Loch knows a lot of the people that I know and with each person there's a different aspect of Loch that is portrayed. I was really feeling this kid from the beginning because he seemed mad chill and down to earth. We shared a lot of interests and opinions on things but every once in a while he would flake out on me. Either I don't want to talk to him because I never called him back or he thinks I'm mad at him for some odd reason. Whatever the case may be, he's always finding an excuse to push me away -- but was I ever close to begin with?

Now to make things more complicated, Loch has started talking to Chichen Itza. Chichen Itza and I are mad close and we discuss all kinds of topics from bochinche to shoes to electronic gadgets. Loch is no exception. We find it entertaining that the stories he tells the both of us are terribly different. I mean not that I'm losing sleep over it anyways because I don't know if he was ever genuinely interested in me to begin with. So he tells Chichen Itza that he's seeing this boy, Azul. Now Azul and I had a very interesting relationship. I considered him a friend and we had some bangin sex. I won't lie, nigga had a perfect dick. He was alittle kunt but he was a homothug, and everyone loves a homo thug.

I started talking to Azul's ex, Sunshine. I was honest with Sunshine and told him about Azul. They had a falling out. We had an interesting relationship... if you ask Loch we're still dating, but I haven't gotten the memo.... and we're still really good friends. But there was drama and haters who wanted to see us fail.

Loch has heard about the relationship I had with Azul, but he denies it to no end. Now he's all confused about what to believe. Here's where "Words of Truth... by Chulo" comes in... If he's going to lie about that, what else will he lie about? Just think about that as you're taking that dick like a champ, cuz you know you ain't gonna fuck him. Maybe you are. Sunshine said he was quite the bottom at a time. It's OK, one day you'll realize one day that the people who were originally seeking to be your friend on the real you passed over for stupid faggots who lie and you'll be alone. But that was your choice.

You made your bed, now sleep in it.